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Autism: Terrified

22 Sep

My heart aches. My head hurts. I cry out to God – my hope is gone.

I want to reach into the pictures from before I lost her and pull her through, and never let her go again. But I can’t do that and it tears my heart all over again. I want my babies, and I can’t have them – and how do I live with that?

How do I keep going knowing this?

The future is filled with pain and I am terrified of it.

Battlefield Park

 

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One response to “Autism: Terrified

  1. yarnandpencil

    September 22, 2017 at 1:27 pm

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